My life is taking some unexpected turns again. And at moments I wish I was about 3 years old and could roll around on the floor just screaming and beating at the floor. It would be so nice to get out some of the frustration, but I guess a proper workout would have the similar effect (and I wouldn’t feel as embarrassing afterwards)….
The different from last time this happened, is that now I’m in control. Or at least halfway. I could lay down and just cry and be miserable because things didn’t go the way I planed, or I could try to do the best out of them. I’ve decided on the last one (after being miserable a few days), witch means I need to see the possibility and not the problems. And stop thinking as much as I do. I make everything complicated since I think to much. So, no more thinking.
Anyway. The unexpected turns are that I’ve quit my job, and is moving up north to my home town again. Probably by August. It will be nice to have my family close, but I’m leaving a lot behind too. Some awesome friends, pole fitness/dancing – classes, and a city I really loved to live in. The good thing is, that since we live in the age of technology it will be easy to stay in touch, and I’ll be sure to take lots of trips down here. And, I’m not giving up on pole fitness/dance, I’m buying myself a pole and I’ll find some place to put it up.
What I’ll be doing up north is not yet decided. There are a few options, but there will still be some time before I know fore sure. There will be lots of studying, and some form of work, but that’s all I know for now. Only time will tell.
Know the feeling, Changes can be scary.. but also very exciting
Oh noes!!!
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